Reunited with BF

So Max is back. I saw him today for dinner. It was awkward for me but not for him. He didn't see anything wrong with text messaging me when he got back from his trip. I told him that it had been so long since I had seen or heard from him that I forgot what he looked like.

I'm evaluating what I want in a relationship and I realize that affection is pretty important with me. He shows affection in very strange ways and not as often as I would like. I shouldn't be with someone who I'm wondering, half the time, what he thinks about me. It just isn't right.

My gut is telling me that if it doesn't feel right, maybe I should move on. My gut is also telling me that I might have had too much for dinner.

Of course, it might be the pills that are making me all emotional and sensitive. Sometimes, I get all sensitive and make a mountain out of a molehill. I should not forget the many reasons why I like him and the variety of ways he shows affection. for some reason though, I just wish he showed more signs of caring.

I'm going to try to relax about it, not think too hard and not ask for too much. Maybe we'll get into a better groove of things now that he's back. It's just obnoxious that I today is the first I've seen him since valentine's day.

oh well. whatever. I'll wait and see.

Comments

[Miles]

Trust your gut. Believe me you don't want to go for anything less than you know you deserve. I had this exact same experience recently and ended up getting hurt. He should be giving you LOTS of affection and time. If he isn't, cut your losses and find someone who will.

[Debbie]

I DTMFBF

[Paul Jio]

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